My messages in Sent Inbox all deleted?

Shit. I think Friendster’s deleted my messages in my Sent Messages Inbox. That is sad if it’s really true. I didn’t even received a notification mail from Friendster regarding it. My Sent Messages Inbox contains loads of mails, some of which were mails that were rather significant to me. Sometimes too, I would use Friendster messages to write long, personal update to my friends about the things that have been happening in my life and then I would save those sent messages in the Sent Inbox. But now they’re all gone. And I’m so upset. Why did Friendster have to do that? Argh. I have been clicking on Refresh many times now but the page still shows the same thing - sent messages (1). I am just hoping that this is not really happening. I should have printed old messages and keep them in my diary instead. I’m distressed.